Felt insecure
Burdened existence
See through you
Fire inside is slowly dying
When it comes to an end

Tasting the sweet love to only be poisoned
Wasted love came to die with every lie
Withering away by your true colors

Withdrawn by you
Bringing emptiness
All the heartless measures
So fucking cold

Felt so lost and beaten by what i tend to believe is true
I’m bled dry by open wounds
Nothing more to feel

Ending became swift and unspoken
All the tears were wasted for nothing
I loved to only love a heartless bitch

You are alone
You are empty
You are ugly
I’m in the inside now just like i once was
J. Raze follow the wolf

We suffer different illness as some to most need the pill or the talk
We ended the reason of madness by the razor blade or rope hell! Bang bang
We hang on to what we know will help us through which only helps for a little while
Then it is back to barely breathing with a heavy chest as feeling alone suppress us

We fight a light so special to keep
We hide in a darkened world only some don’t tread
WE DIDN’T ASK FOR THIS

Family is there yet barely even know you exist as you are detached from them
Pointed fingers and accusations rise with slander
We seek the shoulder to lean on only to find “you are fine, it will pass”
You have no fucking clue what we deal with on a constant basis
How about you switch places and I’ll be you, see and feel what i do every damn day

Hiding away to be safe
Keeping it all inside to have it kill us
Pleasure is rarity for us as we always constantly think what will go wrong

ARRGGG FUCK ARRGGGG
TAKE AWAY TAKE AWAY PLEASE! OH PLEASE MAKE IT STOP

hmmmmm Mmmm mmm yeah
Fallen apart mmmm hmmm fallen away from the love that i fucking gave a shit for only to fuck it up more so before it disappears forever just know we had a good start to only finish on good terms

Every thought is running through my head making me dizzy trying to catch up except began to fall hitting the floor with pieces shattering everywhere seem to be poetic

Hurt began to flirt with the heart. Memories started a movie of every part of our life
Just let it ride out with tears riding shotgun. The journey isn’t over just yet because one ended doesn’t mean another journey won’t coming

I’ll be what ever you want me to be as you been longing to belong in a heart that feels for you like no man could
Aching every night holding strong with silent tears, just imagine me wiping them away or the talk you need when no one is around
I wanna be the one that you run too as time is all you have with me
Would you mind if called everyday checking on you or make a scene making all them stare
Shutting down every man as every girl is jealous by the queen that rocks it with me
Baby i need you to pick up that phone when you got thoughts or need someone to talk too
I wanna be that man that will lift you up and build with you
Taking pictures
Being silly
Healing each other
Fight and make up
Looking at our phones with a smile when our names pop up
Baby ooo baby mmmmm i wanna be the first you see when you wake when you look at the phone
Put me out there on every social media share me like a trophy
I know i can’t promise much but i can promise to do my best

Let me out hey hey let me out
Tired of being trapped in my mind that seems it isn’t my own so tell me who am’i today since you know everything
We are constantly struggling between good vs evil that no one doesn’t know about
You notice what we allow you too see

Living again only to die the next day
Hungry for change to starve from depression
Let me out hey hey let me out

Daily tasks come easy to struggle the next while we smile and breath slowly getting by
Pulling close those who we trust to only pushing them away
We try to not get lost

Found loving and caring to fucking hating and despising the world
We wake up positive to feeling NEGATIVE
FUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKK
LET ME OUT HEY HEY LET ME OUT

WANT TO…. LIVE AGAIN
TIRED OF….BEING DEAD
COULD SOMEONE TELL US WE ARE NOT MONSTERS OR A DISGRACE
LIVE…. ARGGG
LIVE…. ARGGG
LIVE AGAIN
Wildcard Welcome to the Freak Asylum of such beautiful Chaos 6/3/19

Thanks for joining me!

Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton